I thought I would never love again- It was like the last leave gliding down on a cold noon in fall. I felt so empty everything was painted in black only sometimes it seemed like dark dark gray. Day after day I was wondering how I could go on without him.

He was my breath, my strength, my only hold, my blood runnin' through my vein. I was praying that this sweet love would last and gain.

His juicy kisses fed me and his touch was burning on my skin. Refusing those lips would be a sin.

He was summer and winter, day and nite, cold and warm. Everything I was dreaming of, wishing for and proud to know that it's mine. It was mine –

for a damned short time.

After rain comes sunshine and after sunshine comes rain.

I have no words to express that deep pain.

And I tried to be strong but I knew I will maintain.

I felt that this thing will drive me insane.